Tuesday, September 9, 2008

No Miracle

Another blood draw today and we did not receive a miracle. My HCG level was less than 1, which means there is no pregnancy left at all. Now we wait for my progesterone to drop too. Once that happens the "heavy" issue will start and we move on.

To what you ask? I have no idea. I am not prepared in any way to make that decision. I am going to give my mind and body a chance to chill for a while.

I need a couple months of no drugs and no stress/anticipation. We need some time to get back to just enjoying each other.